Wednesday, December 13
in a whirl. - Wednesday, December 13, 2006
right now, i can't really think straight. so much so that i'm beginning to have a major headache everytime i think about everything simultaneously. everything's starting to become such a blur & i feel more distant towards everyone than ever. i'm like hiding in this little cave & i don't want to come out, like darkness has become an oh too familiar friend.to be misunderstood & not being able to tell the truth to protect someone else, has its mixed feelings. i want to tell the truth, but my morals will oways stand in the way, for i cannot be selfish & let the cat out of the bag just so that everyone has a clearer impression of me.
& it's a stomach flu btw. yeah, & it's suppose to last 1-3days. today's the 2nd & i hope it stops there. bcos if i do stay home today, well, it'll mean two things.
1) i'm not going for that 15-17th camp.
2) not meant to go for YM.
ok, i think i'm gonna rest in bed now. this headache is seriously killing me.
& to matilda, if you're reading this, u know what i think?
i think after THAT incident, we should both get a paperback diary, instead of using this technology-friendly one.
stay safe everyone!